Hey everyone!

I bet you all have forgotten me T_T  SecondLife has completely consumed my life... SL has also made me the happiest person ever.  I met my SL husband there and he now lives with me.  If that doesn't make me happy, then the fact that he's gay and we're in a 'unique' relationship.  On secondlife, i play a guy and he's male.  We got together, got engaged, got married, got divorced, got married again and he moved in with me a few months ago.  We thought it wouldn't work but it's just like SL but better.  He's so sweet and very very hot... (Too many people are after him...)  Anyway, what's everybody been up to? :)

~MV

Who wouldn't want a free $500?

So I've had a pretty interesting week other than completely bombing a major test.

So sometime around Wednesday/Thursday, this gray cat decided to freak me out by meowing really loud right behind me when getting into my car. This cat is the coolest cat ever. It was declawed and neutered. It loves attention and to be petted. This cat would be my ideal pet if #1 my mom wasn't allergic to cats and #2 I liked cats. The cat stayed. Holy cow, this is something rare. It adopted us. But my mom didn't want the cat staying around so she wouldn't let us feed it. She's weird. ANYWAY... This cat would come out from the bushes or wherever it was sleeping and just hung out on our front stoop.  Cute little bugger it is. 

Yesterday, my sister in law decided that me and her would go to the mailbox, get the mail and check if someone had put up and sign looking for a cat.  Let me tell, I have never seen a cat that acted like a dog ever in my life.  It walked with us down to the mailbox  and waited for us to catch up and then followed us.  This cat was smart.  The best part was that if it wasn't paying attention or it would wander of course, I would call for it, and it would follow me.  It only listened to me!  Well, lo and behold, someone had posted a lost cat sign!  We called both home and cellphone numbers and the owner called back!  she came by my house and picked up Davey (we had named the cat Hime cuz we thought it was a he - lol). 

Funny thing is that on the same board that had davey's pic up was a found cat pic.  The people who reclaimed the cat asked the owner of Davey if she wanted the orange cat because they couldn't take care of the cat.  So the owner took it the day before we called her about Davey, thinking Davey was long gone.  Now she has 4 cats and she's not sure her husband would appreciate the new kitty in the house.   But she was so happy and shocked that someone had found her cat.  It was truly one of those reunited TV moments.  It was really a happy moment.  It was nice to have a kitty for a while though.  It was a good deed for the records :)

Ok, so I decided to try out imeem.com. If you don't know what it is, its a site to listen to uploaded music, but you can't download it through there. I found you could upload your own music (which I did). So I posting the link if anyone wants to hear it. I only have 3 pieces up out of the 20 or so I have written.

Anyway, let me know what you think!

Kelli @ imeem

This is the video I filmed last Friday at my church Halloween party for single adults under 30.

Name five minor characters whose lives and histories you'd like to see explored more (in canon or fanfic).


I think I’d like to see:

Kajimoto Takahisa – Prince of Tennis
- He’s just HOT!

Shiranui Genma – Naruto
- He seems like an interesting person with that senbon in his mouth.

Kakei Shun? – Eyeshield 21
- He’s so stoic and I just want to see what makes him that way.

Kite Eishirou – Prince of Tennis
- I just think he’s fascinating with his hair and everything.

Orochimaru – Naruto
- He’s not much of a minor character, but he’s an enigma. Why would he become evil? What he shy? What happened to his parents? I need to know.

OMG! I went to my church single adult 18-30 Halloween party tonight. I must say it was quite entertaining once the dance started. It was kind of boring and annoying during the first hour (I had to read Edgar Allen Poe - The Cask of Amontillado during a pumpkin carving contest). Anyway, the dance really gave me th most entertainment.

I love line dances so I dance the Harlem Shuffle, Cupis Shuffle, and the Cha Cha Slide. I was even asked by a couple of guys to dance to the slow songs. Fun! But then Byakuya, Toushirou, and Ichigo walked in. My world FELL TO PIECES when Soulja Boy's Crank That came on and Byakuya leads the dance that goes with it. I hadn't seen or heard of this song until tonight and I nearly died watch these three cosplayers dance it up! I even had them do it again an hour later just to get a crappy quality video on my cellphone, but it was worth it. They didn't know the whole dance, but it was still awesome. I mean, they had a crowd.

I'll post the video once I get it converted to something useful.

So I found out today that the guy I like is being transferred in 5 weeks to another area. That means I may never see him again unless he comes back after his mission. I've had so much fun with him, probably more fun than when I'm with my friends. We talk about all sorts of things. Today, he and his companion helped measure my family's house because we're getting a new floor. He came and talked to me in my room for a while (though I thought it was against the rules of the mission). My mom was right when she said he's always looking for ways to smile at me.

Also, I'm not one for touching other people because my hands are rough and they hurt me, let alone others. But we high five so much its weird. Its because he has to stay within the boundary of his rules (likewise me too). I mean he can't even hug girls. So next best thing, high fives.

I say its cool for him to like me and for me to like him, but I don't know why he likes me. I see no redeeming qualities about myself. I quick to get angry. I have too many pet peeves. I'm not successful at anything I do. I do all sorts of crap but I don't go anywhere with it (I think that stems back to having little confidence in my ability). I'm not really all that nice of a person. My mom tells me every chance she gets. So I don't what he sees in me.

But I've decided to not be depressed. I'm going to continue to email him and visit with him when he comes for dinner. I can't guarantee anything for after he leaves this area. If its meant to happen then somehow we'll be together. If not, I suppose I'll have to wait. No biggie. I've waited for 25 years so far. I can wait longer.

Checking a series means that you’ve seen at least one episode in its entirety; for an OAV or movie you have to have seen the whole thing.


( Anime Meme (I stole from Kat8cha) )

My computer is dead and I feel like i've my best friend. I don't know why its dead which is pissing me off. I did a random shut down and now it won't turn on. I'm sad and scared i'll lose all my homework and music i wrote. I'm too tired to type this on my cellphone.

So I decided to redo my layout. Though there's alot of pink, I really like it.

I'm working on school so much that i don't have much time to write.
Why is it that all my teachers insist on making us read books all at the same time, all on different topics. Especially in history. They are so boring and i have to many other things to do than read these books. None of these books are going to help me with programming. They feel like a waste of time.

Ugh. School makes me sick sometimes.

Okay, remember a couple of post back when I was talking about that missionary guy that I like?

Well, my mom noticed this past Sunday that he really likes me and finds any opportunity to smile at me. He still stares at me, but now when we catch each others eyes, we end up looking for a little longer before one of us looks away. Since Sunday, I haven't stopped thinking about him or the fact that my mom noticed how he looks at me all dreamy. I'm not retarded; I noticed it too. It just came as verification.

( Looks of love? )

I need to go to bed. I have school at 12:30 (its 5:26). I shouldn't be up when my sister gets ready for dialysis at 5 am.

Ok... so its 4:03am on September 13, 2007in Beaumont TX...

I'm sitting through a hurricane right now. Mr. Humberto... The winds are pretty bad right now... I can feel the pressure inside my house changing with each strong gust. In about 30 minutes to 1 hour, the eye will be passing right over me. I think I'm nervous. I've never sat through a hurricane; a couple of tropical storms, but not a full hurricane. I think its only category one. The lights seem to be flickering, trying to turn off because as the eye gets closer, the worst the wind is. This is kind of interesting as i look out the window and see the trees bent sideways. I think I'll go to bed now.

Why does financial aid try to screw me over everytime? They tell me i have all the forms filled out and 2 weeks later when I'm trying to figure out where the f¤ck my money is, they tell me i have to redo a form because i didn't turn it in at the right time with a form of no relation. That's another 2 wks before i can ge my laptop and make my already late car note.

F¤CK FINANCIAL AID!

Hello peeps!

Two significant things have happened to me this past few weeks:

1) I started school again so I could get a second Bachelors, this time in Computer Science. My first degree is in Music Composition. Just to let you know, that's a huge jump in math classes. I was happy 3 years ago when I didn't have to take anything more that college algebra. Now, I have to take Calculus 1,2, and 3, discrete math and linear algebra. That's freakin crazy for me, but I realize I HAVE to get past my fear of math. I didn't learn the basics, but with the support I have now, I'll definitely make at least a B (my aim is an A). But I love programming so much, I'm learning JAVA and its sooo easy. Granted, we had our first real lecture today. I can tell i'm going to enjoy this as much as I did in high school when I was learning C++ (which I get to do again). On top of that, I get to take music composition lessons again! So exciting!!!

AND...

2) Just when I thought I was never going to have feelings for anybody, male or female, my heart gave a telltale flutter the other day. Every Monday, we feed 2 missionaries from church and we have fun and talk an everything. This particular Monday, I found myself looking at this particular guy thinking, 'he's so cute and he seeks my attention all the time'. That amazing considering I thought myself asexual. A couple of years ago, I thought I was lesbian. But every time I see him, I get all excited though I tease him because he's ridiculously loud and brash. Now if he were interested I wouldn't be able to find out for another year; that's when he goes home. He can't even give a girl a hug, but that's to keep the temptation from distracting him while he's doing his missionary duties. He's from Utah so he'd have to come down here or I go up there. But that too far in the future. But still, when I look up from eating to see him looking at me, its a strange feeling. We like the same things and we just have fun with my family and everything. Its a strange feeling because I find myself panicking. After a missionary leaves and goes home, the likelihood of ever hearing from them again is next to nil. But I don't want to loose contact. He has an email address I'll get, but I don't know the next time he'll be coming over will be because we've gotten off our normal feeding schedule. I don't know when he'll be transferred to a different area.

So... total goodness is happening. Now to study!!

If i've learned anything today, its that u take care of your financial aid crap before the last couple of days before classes. Standing in the line of 80 peeps. Not fun.

Such an eventful day!
- First - I get my hair done.
- Second - I decided to get go back to school for my compsci degree!
That's something I've always wanted to do. Now i'll have a marketable skill! Now i just need to get over my fear of math classes. Even cooler, i get to take music comp lessons again! That makes me so ridiculously happy.

Todays shaping up to be pretty good. Yay!

And I suggest all who watch anime to watch Sayonara, Zetsubou Sensei. The funniest thing since Ouran.

What five character deaths affected you the most?
Naruto, Bleach, Weiss Kruez Spoilers are over yonder!


( Deaths in my Fandoms )

My friend got married today. It was beautiful. I wanted to cry. I'll miss them. As much as i don't think i'll ever get married, i would like to have a day for myself. I never had a day like. Both graduations, hs and college, i had to share. No body tells me happy birthday. But as long as others are happy i don't care. Lovely ceremony.

Does anyone on know of any jobs in their area that pay at least $8/hr? I just got fired and I'm looking for another job. I'm a really good worker, its just that these past two weeks I've been having problems. I'm willing to relocate. In fact, I want to relocate! Let me know.